A/N: This is about a real person, if you were wondering…

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Hey Ryan be my lover

Hey Ryan be my friend

You could be my everything

I'm going 'round the bend

..

This isn't love

And it isn't lust

And as far as I can tell it's just

Something in between

Something that will never be

Everything I want and

Nothing that I need

..

Hey Ryan come and dance with me

We can wear our boots on the roller rink

I know we're not the fastest but can't we fall in love?

Oh why can't you feel the quickness in my blood?

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We're something in between

Something that will never be

Everything I want and

Nothing that I need

..

Hey Ryan I can show you things

All the beauty in a vulture's wings

All the peace in an alleyway

All the joy that's hid in pain

I'm not talking 'bout the razor's kiss

Though I know it pulls

I'll show you all the helplessness

That you feel at funerals

..

We're something in between

Something that will never be

Everything I want and

Nothing that I need

..

Hey Ryan be my lover

Hey Ryan be my friend

Strip away the bandages

I'm finally on the mend

..

This isn't love

And it isn't lust

And as far as I can tell it's just

Something in between

Something that will never be

Everything I want and

Nothing that I need

We're something in between

Something that will never be

Everything I want and

Nothing that I need

…..

So A, now you can see why I didn't want you to read this to my face…

And by the way, I don't actually cut myself, except once on accident. Didn't really hurt.