I'm sixteen, I have brown hair, green eyes, and I'm five foot six. I have two older siblings, Josh and Jessica. They're twins. Josh is kind of a normal guy, he's not popular but he's not unpopular, he's also a bit over-protective. Jessica is the preppy cheerleader bitch who couldn't care less about her family. My mom is a flight attendant, she's a big air-head, and my dad is a business man. They're barley ever home so my brother takes care of me mostly.

One day, being home alone and bored, I went and snooped in my sister's room. You wouldn't believe what I found in there! She's a complete whore! Anyways…I was looking through her clothes and saw her cheerleading outfit. I'd always wondered what it'd be like to be a cheerleader, so, I stripped out of my clothes and tried on the cheerleading outfit. And with my luck, you guessed it, my sister came home with all of her cheerleading friends and walking in on me wearing her stuff. She flipped out! Her friends laughed their asses off! And that was the day my family found out I was gay, I'm a guy by the way, Jared. Jared Clark.

My dad, being homophobic, wasn't too proud of me. He tries to be away from me as much as possible. My mom…well, actually, I don't think she really even remembers. My sister couldn't care less, like usual. My brother is the only one who cares, he's always secretly watching over me making sure everything is okay, it can get kind of annoying sometimes though.

You could have already guessed it, but, I have no friends. Everybody thinks I'm just some kind of gay freak and they just keep their distance from me. Hopefully this year will be different…

I got up in the morning at seven o'clock for school. I hate school, it's just another place for people to judge you. But you have to go to learn, so I have to deal with it. I got in the shower and washed my hair quickly and got out and got dried and dressed. I put on a pair of nicely fitting jeans and a blue t-shirt with a cute looking monster on it. I went downstairs and grabbed a quick breakfast, my father was sitting at the kitchen table and reading the newspaper, ignoring me as I said 'Good morning!' to him. After eating something quick I went upstairs to brush my teeth. I then went to my room and grabbed my school bag and put it on. I went down the stairs and put on some sneakers and left the house and walked to school.

I got to school just before the bell rang, so I wouldn't have to wait in the halls like the loner that I am. I went off to my first class, science. Science was the class I just kept getting hurt in. Students shouldn't have to play around with dangerous chemicals! I sat down in the back row and waited for class to start. There were a couple new students. Maybe I might get a friend this year, but probably not. And I guessed right, class started and all the seats around me were empty.

Half of the class had passed by already, I was just staring at the clock. The classroom door opened. Oh my god! It was the hottest guy I had ever seen! He was this cute emo kid. He had black hair, and beautiful bright blue eyes! I think I just fell in love! And guess what! He sat right beside me! There were seats around the classroom that he could have sat in instead, but no, he chose the seat right beside me! He looked over at me. "Hey." Holy shit! He talked to me! Somebody actually talked to me! I think I just blushed a bit, the love of my life sat beside me and is talking to me!

"Hi! I'm Jared!" I accidently said that out loud and everybody looked over at me, I sank down in my seat, so embarrassed.

The beautiful emo guy, the love of my life, was laughing at me. Great, this was fantastic. He looked over at me again after he was finished laughing and smiled. "I'm James." James smiled at me! His smile was so wonderful and awesome and great. "I just moved here and have no friends so far, want to hang out at lunch?"

Did I die?! Am I in heaven?! Someone wants to have lunch with me! And not just anyone! It was James! The fricken love of my life! "Sure!" I yelled again. "Fuck!" Shit! I yelled that too! I'm so pathetic…

James smiled at me. God I loved his smile! "What classes do you have?" I told James all of my classes, science, math, gym, and art, this time I wasn't yelling, thank god. "Looks like we have the same classes." Oh my god! I have every class with James?! I accidently let out a squeal of joy then turned beat red after I realized what I had just done. James smiled at me again! "You're cute." Holy shit! Holy shit! Holy shit! Seriously?! Is this real!? James just called me cute!? I really must be dead! I pinched my arm to see if it was real or not. OW! It was real. James saw me pinching myself and chuckled. "What're you doing?"

Shit…What was I supposed to tell him? "Uhm…I was pinching myself?" I smiled sheepishly at James.

James chuckled again, god his chuckle was beautiful! "And is there a reason why you're pinching yourself?"

"Yes?" I didn't want to tell James the reason, he would then think I was stupid…

"And that is?" James smiled. That smile made me break, I told him everything then when I realized I had just told him everything I turned as red as a cherry tomato and sank even further into my seat. James laughed. "I see." He smiled at me. "You're just so cute, Jared. I'm glad I chose to sit here."

I didn't know it was possible but I blushed even more then I already was. "Really?"

"Yeah. Hey, after school do you want to go out?"

"Oh my god! Fuck yes!" Oh crap…I just said 'oh my god' and I yelled again. "I mean! …Sure."

James laughed and smiled at me, he leaned over close to my face and kissed me on the cheek, his lips were so soft! He whispered in my ear. "I can't wait." I swear I melted right there in my seat! James just kissed ME! Me! HE kissed ME! I know it was just on the cheek, but it was still a kiss!

The day had gone by so quickly, me and James were talking in every class. Lunch was so much fun, my first lunch with somebody else! I wasn't alone anymore, and it was the greatest feeling ever. It was now the end of the day and I was going to go out with James! I was waiting by the front doors while James went to his locker to get his stuff.

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