"Worst Fears Confirmed" (THT)
I was sobbing
My vision filled with acid rain
Pressure overwhelming my eye lids
You told me yet another truth
In that brutal brand that you favored
I was attempting to get my bearings
See through the confusion
Didn't want to cry, didn't want to show weakness.
I'm strong. I swear I'm strong.
Beat this, I have to beat this.
Why am pouring my heart out?
I tried to remain calm
Put on that clinical demeanor I hold so well
Does everyone think this?
"Who thinks this?" I choked.
"Everyone." She answered.
"Everyone?" I asked again.
"Yeah." You said with some hesitancy. "But don't think about it, they don't know you."
Those words shattered through my core.
Once abstract insecurity now bred life
I can't control hurt feelings
I have to ride it out
Stab, you've just taken a jab at me
Whether you know it or not
This plunging motion devours