I want so much more than this,

Dark temptations and a stolen kiss,

I feel so dirty after we're through,

Used, broken, and cast aside,

I tell myself I'm done with you,

Lie to myself that I'm strong,

Strong enough to end what feels so wrong,

But I know I'm not.

Not around you.

I'll end up in your arms before the night's gone,

Cursing myself for being so selfish,

Damning my desires as I scream out your name,

Suffocating my conscience slowly.

What does it know anyway?