I want so much more than this,
Dark temptations and a stolen kiss,
I feel so dirty after we're through,
Used, broken, and cast aside,
I tell myself I'm done with you,
Lie to myself that I'm strong,
Strong enough to end what feels so wrong,
But I know I'm not.
Not around you.
I'll end up in your arms before the night's gone,
Cursing myself for being so selfish,
Damning my desires as I scream out your name,
Suffocating my conscience slowly.
What does it know anyway?