I almost didn't start this.

But I'm kind of tired of holding it all inside. And I can't tell anyone who knows me. I almost started a new penname, but then I realized that none of my friends come on here anymore or have alerted my profile, so it doesn't matter.

Because I'm scared what they'll say when the mask breaks. And I don't think I could live without them. And I don't know if they'll like what they see underneath.