Now what is real?

What am I supposed to feel?

Locked in this life

No escape but with a knife.

I don't understand

Please give me a hand

Help me to keep the wolves at bay

While I throw my life away

What was I supposed to do?

When death's winds blew

And took me aside

And told me I had to decide.

If I wanted to go on

Or give up and be gone

Now what is real?

What am I supposed to feel?