Song Girl

Chapter Three

The First Line

You swore no one would write you a love song you couldn't be more wrong

You promised me you weren't worth writing about but here's the catch you all I write about

And I hate too sound like some guy in a try hard boy band but your all I think about

15TH OF MARCH 2010

It was raining outside and I wondered what he was doing now. I new what he was doing he was playing some sold out show. Right here in this city. How did I know this because it was everywhere everyone was talking about it talking about him and it killed me why was it that I couldn't escape him.

I sighed and turned over in my bed I was refusing too leave my bedroom today I was just going too lie here and avoid him.

15th Of March 2009

I couldn't believe I was here I felt like a complete stalker which I may as well have been, Julie heard about the gig and here I was following orders and trying to get Sky too fall in love with me like that was going too go well. I was at some under 18s club again and it was crowded and gross and I hated these places. I pushed away from the crowd and outside to the back entrance. I wasn't missing anything the band hadn't started yet so what did it matter. Julie had made it a solo misson so they wouldn't catch on too her plans her exact words are. "Fall in love and help me in the process"

It was pretty insane idea but Julie always got what she wanted and I guess that includes a happy ending for me. I sighed I didn't need a happy ending at least not with him. All I new about him so far was that he was a complete jerk, I opened the door and breathed out the fresh air. Just what I needed or maybe what I didn't need I'm not sure which. I stare at the brick wall in front of me not exactly pretty. Then I see him leaning on it his head is tipped back and his eyes are closed and his not saying anything except his humming a chune underneith his breath. I'd never tell him this or maybe I would it's hard too know but he looked beautiful there. I wondered just for a second if he really was an alright guy. Before I could wonder anymore a door opened and appeared Conner he didn't seem too see me instead he glared at Sky as if he had committed a crime.

"Is it your mission in your life too fuck up these gigs"

Sky looked over at him and death glared him just as hard. Maybe that was the secerate in the band they all hated each other. Sky stared at him long and hard for a second like he was choosing his words.

"Is it your mission in life too make me want too fuck you up" He asked his voice was calm and even. Which made it worse and he looked at Conner like it was a proper question. Conner sighed at him and he made it sound like he couldn't be bothered too fight.

"Where on in 10 just be there Sky" Conner said firmly like a parent talking too a child. Then the door shut and he was gone that was when Sky spotted me he looked surprise in fact shocked is a better word.

"Pretty Girl Pretty Girl, looking at you is easy on the eyes but hard on the heart" He sang his voice was rough and perfect and he stared directly at me as he said them. It thrilled me too the bone and I stared back in shock. I didn't know at that point but one day that would be a line in a number one song I didn't knnow a lot of things back then.

I didn't know what too say so I stood there dumbly feeling stupid, Sky looked away after a momet and walked inside we both didn't say a word and that was it. I heard the door slam and I waited a good five minutes for my heart rate too calm down before walking inside. The band had started by the time I walked in they were playing a song about anger it was good no it was amazing and everyone was dancing some people even new the words and I listened as carefully as I could too the lyrics too the words

"You hurt my mum, you ruined my life and now you say I love you son you don't know shit about love you just know how too mess us up" He practically screamed I felt his pain I felt this intense emotion and I swear our eyes met and I looked away as quickly as possibly. He had the most intense stare and I wasn't sure how too handle it. After that I looked everywhere else but him and tried not too listen too the lyrics as much. About an hour later the set was over and Conner began with your the best audiance ever speech, and in the middle of it Sky just walked off stage like he wasn't interested in hearing it. What a complete jerk. Sam waited till Conner finished and then walked off with him the crowd cheered and screamed encore but they didn't do one in fact they disappeared. I was almost sure they had gone home and I properly should too when I heard a voice right next too me.

"Are you our number one fan now"

I turned too see Sam standing next too me his hands in his pockets and he smiled at me his smile was warm and welcoming

"You were brilleant"

"Thanks" Sam said awkwardly and I smiled at how sweet he was about it he did everything but blush.

"Any time, I properly shouldn't ask but are Sky and Conner fighting or something"

Sam gave out annoyed sigh and nodded his head like he was tired off all there bickering I would be too. "It's stupid, Sky his been through a lot and he shows it ya know"

"Oh" I said not even knowing how too respond too that. Sam was a very open person I guess. I was surprised he even said it

"Yeah I mean I love him his my brother his, just argh don't I properly shouldn't be saying any of this"

"His your brother" I asked shocked

Sam nodded and laughed "Yeah same Dad at least"

"Oh"

'Don't worry we don't look that much a like"

Now I thought about it they did dark hair dark eyes they looked a lot a like but it wasn't obvious because of the way they carried themselves.

"No, I can see it now"

Sam nodded "Yeah people always say that when we tell them"

"It just cause you act so differently the way you carry yourself's"

Sam smiled at me "His Black when I'm white and I'm white when his black"

"Is that saying"

"I don' think so I think I just made it up"

"Your so random" I said with a laugh

Sam grinned at me "Your just jealous cause I can make up sayings and you can't"

Sam looked away after that and I saw what he was looking at. It was red haired girl pretty and she was smiling at him shly. Sam looked at her and grinned just as awkwardly could love get cuter.

"Who that"

"She's just my lab partner, I told her too check the band out I didn't think she would" Sam mumbled looking like he was blushing but it was hard too tell in the dark lighting

"Well go on talk too her"

"I'll say something stupid, Sky better at that kind of thing well his not really he doesn't talk at all they just seem too flock too him like birds"

"Mmmmmmm but you only really want one too come too you in the end and she did so go flirt laugh" I encourage feeling like I'd known Sam for ages instead of just days, Sam grinned at me as if my pep talk really did work

"Well I'll give it the old Sam try, watch me fail" He added but laughed at the end of his sentance and wondered off into the crowd. I stood there awkwardly in the crowd not sure what too do really. I wanted more then anything too go home but I had made a promise too Julie and I may as well at least attempt too keep it. The music was thumping and it was one of those songs that sounded like a hundred other dancefloor songs that all molded together into a couple of one hit wonders. I looked towards Sam and the pretty red head they were laughing and he smiled at her displaying a dimple and It looked so sweet and innocent that was the kind of happy ending i longed for something simple and innocent.

People were dancing closely everywhere and I was gettting sucked into the Dancefloor Vortex. I pushed past people and made my way towards a safer spot where no one seemed to be right up agasint the back wall I looked like a loner and I felt like one too. I didn't belong in this place and I hated Julie for reminding me how bad I seemed too be socially. I looked around for any sign of Sky if I couldn't see him then I was leaving. I could say I had tried and hopefully Julie would forget about this stupid plan, but luck was agasint me because I did spot him, he was on the phone and he didn't look particually happy about it either.

I sighed he didn't look approachable but he never did so I swollaed my fear and made my way towards him he wasn't that far away from me anyway, he was yelling into the phone he sounded angrier and angier.

"You can't just call me like this and say you ended up in fucking jail" He said he sounded so angry and I tried not too runaway at the word Jail, even though I wanted too it wasn't right too judge though but the again it wasn't my place too be here, he didn't know me and I didn't really know him I shouldn't know someone he knows is in Jail should I?

"Of course I'm coming" He said and then snapped the phone shut harshly it all happened so quickly. I didn't even have time too get out of his way so he wouldn't see me and yell at me. Which was bound too happen with his all round attitude, and as soon as he snapped the phone shut he saw me his eyes locked with mine and I waited for the sarcastic remark of even a scream instead he just stared for a second.

"Do you have a car" He asked

"Yeah" I said before realising what I said there was only one reason someone asked if you had a car and that was too borrow it. There was no way I was letting him borrow my car too pick someone up for jail. I could just imagine my mothers face if she saw me catch a cab home and was wondering where my car was. oh mum I just leant it too some angry guy in a band too pick up his friend from jail. My mother may not have particaully paid much attenion but even she had her limits. I would properly get my first ever grounding and I hated taking risks I loaved it was properly an more approiate word.

"Could you give me a ride" He asked running his fingers through his hair in irraition but I'm pretty sure not with me.

"Ummm"

"Believe me I wouldn't ask if I didn't have too" He told me and I believed him there he didn't really seem like the type too ask for help and he wasn't borrowing my car with a sigh I nodded.

"Sure"

"Thanks" He said awkwardly and I could tell the words were almost foregein too him.

"Just turn left" He instructed

I did as I was told and sure enough we were in front of the jail he had too give me directions here and that was the end of the talking it was kept too a minimal. As soon as I parked he ripped open the door not sure what too do and not wanting too be left outside a jail I followed suite. Sky either didn't notice me following him or didn't care. Either way he didn't say anything so I followed him. Once he was at the door he stayed there I figured it was because of nerves but I was surprised when he opened the door for me and I tried too hide the shock.

"Don't" He said too me sternly and I new it was too say not too make a big deal out of his act. Which I wouldn't have mainly because he scared me a tad bit and I was never sure how he would react too anything. He really was a mystery too me too the world properly. Once I was inside he took the lead again and walked up too the desk and I got the feeling he was use too this. I stood behind him awkwardly and stared at the the person waiting for someone he looked pretty shady though who was I too judge but we were at a Police Station.

Sky began speaking too the women in hushed tones and I tried not too listen feeling rude instead I sat on the sit a couple of sits away from the shady looking guy though. A couple of moments later Sky slumped beside me and he didn't look happy though How happy could you be in this situation?

.I still couldn't work out what I was still doing here but I figured he needed a lift back. I did follow besides I didn't want too be in a car in this neighbourhood alone. Even if I was near a policestation it was scary and dark. I didn't really want my mother because I'd come not too rely on her over the years but one of my brothers would have been nice.

We didn't say anything and after what felt like hours even though it was only a couple mintues. I heard footsteps and I looked up too see a teenage boy being released I guess he didn't look happy and had a scrowl on his face he looked about 16 and was properly only a year younger then me. He stared at Sky and Sky stared right back and I just new this was who we were waiting for, Sky got up said something too the policeofficer and then, him and the boy I guess began too leave for a second he forgot about me and I got up too follow after a second feeling stupid that I was just watching what was I waiting for an invitation. I quickly followed them Sky's Friend led the way and then Sky and I trasped behind feeling out of place.

Sky's Friend stopped at the end of the stairs and looked around and I could tell he was confused about something.

"Where's the car" He asked

"There" Sky said and pointed too mine

"You get a new one"

"No"

"Then who's is it"

"Melody's"

"Who the fuck is Melody"

"Her" Sky said and pointed too me I felt very awkward now as his 'friend' I guess starred at me as if I was on display it was clear he had only just realised my pressance.

"I'm Melody" I said stupidly

"I have eyes" He replied

"Don't be a jerk, she's giving you a lift"

"Hey I'm not the one trying too sleep with her I anit gotta do nothing"

"Daniel apolgise" Sky said he sounded highly pissed off and I could tell he was on the verge of screaming "She's doing you a favour otherwise you'd still be in there so show some manners or something and say sorry" Sky yelled and he sounded just like I imagined a father would have reacted too Daniel

"Sorry" He said sulkily

"It's ok" I said softly

And then I unlocked the car door and we all got in quietly none of us speaking too each other, Sky did not look happy and neither did Daniel they stayed silent the whole time besides Sky giving me directions. 10mins later we pulled up outside a small house in a middleclass section of town. I only noticed this cause was glad too be away from the scary part of it, it was a small house but it was taken care of sweet really and there was a skateboard and a BMX leaning on it's front and a surf board too the side. Daniel got out of the car as quickly as possible opened the door too the house and then slammed it leaving me with Sky I waited for directions too his house and I began too start the engine.

"This is my house too" Sky said

and I cut the engine and for some reason feeling stupid. But i shouldn't he was the one not telling me anything and just expecting me too work it out that's not fair.

"Oh sorry"

"Why? your doing me a favour"

"Yeah I guess"

"Sorry about Daniel his my little brother" Sky said and I was surprised he was bothering with a sorry and then he began too get out when he was finally out of the car he half smiled at me.

"Thanks" He said "I'll pay you back"

"You don't have too"

"I don't like owing anyone anything" He told me and I wasn't sure what too say too that. I didn't have too say anything cause the door slammed shut and he walked towards the house so I turned the engine on and drove home not sure what too make of sky at all.

I didn't know back then that, that night really did change everything even more. So if it wasn't for that night he wouldn't have owed me and something I learnt about Sky later was he always kept his word no matter what. But back then I didn't realise what I had gotten myself into when I gave Sky a lift home but then who would.

15TH OF MARCH 2010

I somehow managed too stay in the bed all day it was almost 7 and his concert started at 8 and then it would be all over. he'd play and I new for a fact he was catching a plane somewhere else the moment his show finished. Maybe he couldn't stand being in the same city as me either maybe it effected him just as much, I reached for a trashy magazine and began flicking through until I saw the articual it was an interview with him and I new I shouldn't read it. but i couldn't help it most of the questions were boring and gernetic and then I saw the question. Who Inspired For You Melody the question in bold and I stared at the answer

Just a girl

I stared at it so now I was just a girl I sighed I really was I guess and he was just a boy. So how did things get so complicated if I was just a girl and he was just a boy why was I lying in bed avoiding him. I turned the page and read about Brad Pitt instead.

Somethings like a news paper articul are easier too ignore then a song that's everywhere.

Authors Note

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I'm so subtle like that haha, anyway tell me what you think sorry for bad spelling grammar i am in desperate need of a beta, hence the long update my beta ended up disappearing and i waited for a while but, she never turned up again, so yeah i need a new one, anyway tell me what you think

TCS