clawing

scraping

screaming

how do you live

when you can't live with yourself?

words

pictures

mEmOrIeS

(that I cant recall)

are s.p.l.a.t.t.e.r.e.d

on the inside of my skull

images

flash before my unseeing eyes

reminding me of what i had

and what i will never have again

sounds

f.r.a.g.m.e.n.t.s of words

promises

resound in my head

bringing forth forbidden memories

and clawing at my heart

with the words that cut the deepest

im

going

c

r

a

z

y

and my soul cant take it anymore

it retreats

to the darkest corner of my mind

and hides

while the battle r.a.g.e.s

and i dEsTrOy myself

this is what hell is like

and i

cant

take it

e