The stars were as bright as our bond.
But as the night drew on they grew dim.
As the sun rose did our time set?

I cant bare to see you.
Just knowing what the past holds,
makes my stomach cringe.
Should I forget?

Do you know what you have done to me?
More of my time wasted thinking of you.
Asking a question with the hope of a false answer.

So many days, weeks, months pass.
No word. Untill,
A sign of life?
A chance to talk?
I forget what I hated to remember.

Past memories come rushing back.
The hurt, the tears.
They're back.
But did they ever leave?

Do I repeat this circle?
I know better but,
Common sense is pushed aside.
Do I have the strength to pull it back?