Sometimes I want to hide from myself.

Sometimes I want to escape from reality.

Sometimes I want to run from everyting,

And let go, and never come home again.

Sometimes I want to disguise myself,

And pretend you can't see

Me.

Sometimes I love going against my beliefs,

And maybe I'll just do something stupid!

Sometimes I want get away from the world-

Just avoid all my problems!

Sometimes I want to do nothing.

Even though I know I should.

And I sometimes want you to take care of me.

And be with me,

And treat me like a child.

Sometimes I want to collapse,

Give in,

And get lost.

Like it doesn't matter.

My heart just drops sometimes.

I can't help but question life sometimes.

Sometimes I feel so lonely.

When I'm all alone or with people.

Sometimes I want to scream so loud,

And then cry and cry and cry.

Sometimes I want to scream profanities,

So loud I get arrested.

Sometimes I want to yell out all my pain-

Sometimes I hurt that bad.

And sometimes I want to give in to anger,

And just hurt everyone important to me.

I just sometimes have the urge to smash everything of value.

I sometimes want to let it all out no matter where I am,

Just because sometimes I'm so confused.

Sometimes I'm just so hopeless,

And sometimes I feel depressed.

And sometimes I want to bust out of my cage,

Like a wild animal!

Sometimes when I'm choking up,

I sometimes just can't care.

Sometimes when I'm losing faith,

It sometimes doesn't bother me.

Sometimes I need to give in to these things.

So sometimes I do.

But it's because sometimes isn't always,

But mostly doesn't cut it,

That I have grit my teeth,

And always try my best.