When I flinch in pain from your hardhearted words

Can you stop for a moment to consider what you've caused

It anguishes me to the point that I want to kill myself

Yet I know that my demise will alter nothing

It means so much to me that you see me as I am

And it kills me when you don't even try

Do you see the pain that I suffer silently all because you can't look me in the eye

You set me against all that I love and

Force me to hate it to prevent you from using it against me

You use what you gave me to control me and strike me

You make it inconceivable for me to consider liking you or even loving you

You ask me to mistrust all that I see, hear and feel

You ask us not believe in life