I feel the pain inside, the pressure building,

I need to find a release, a vent for the pain,

Without you here, making it all go away, I don't know what to do,

I grab the nearest thing in my reach, putting my hands out blindly,

My hand closes around an object, and i pull it close,

A razor blade, used just this morning to shave,

I do it without thinking, pull it across my wrist,

I shut my eyes,

And find,