Dear God, it's your daughter…

You know? The one who is watching her best friend die right before her pretty, blue eyes…

As I look out at the rain, I can't help but think how I'm going to get through this.

I turn and I see his practically lifeless body just lying in that hospital bed…

He had a heart attack and no one was there…I was supposed to be there!

If I just would've came home on time, if I just would've called…he wouldn't be here about to lose his life…

As a tear rolls down my cheek my mom comes around and kisses it away…

There is one thing in this world that a mother's kiss cannot heal: a dead father.

My dad moves and it startles everyone in the room: He wants to speak to me.

I slowly start to make my way toward him wondering what he wants to say…

I kneel beside him; I take his hand in mine, & he quietly whispers, "Please, Don't cry." And my head fell to his chest.

He wrapped his weak arms around me, and said, "You're my baby girl, I love you." And his eyes slowly shut…& his heartbeat stopped…

Her mom tried to get her away…she wouldn't all she could do was kneel there and cry.

She lost her daddy & her best friend all in one day…