PROLOGUE

Dear John,

If you think I am gonna come back to you after this, then you are wrong. You can only hurt me so many times before I really do something I will regret. Like what I am going to do, for instance. I am sorry to leave you, but I just can't deal with this stress anymore. I am leaving. You were my first love, and my heart will always hold a special place for you in my heart. So, you can go off and party, drink, or do whatever you want, but if you start to miss me, don't try to crawl back. I don't give second chances to losers like you...

Dear Andrew,

...I thought you were my everything but I thought wrong. When you get this note, don't bother searching for me because you will be wasting your precious making out time. But I will always wonder why you choose me-a girl you will never be able to get into her pants-a girl who just wants somebody to talk to and somebody who will listen. Did you think you would get into my pants that way? Ha. Ha. Ha. If you thought that, well look were this got us. But if you stayed patient because you actually liked me, that wouldn't surprise me at all. I just want you to know that I am not a virgin, but I kept that image so I could look like a good girl. But really, you are the first guy who has ever treated me right. Thank you for that...

Dear Brad,

... But I just need to get away from you, and just chill. I will come back when I feel like it. And it honestly wouldn't surprise me if you moved on from me. So I won't come crawling back to you. And by the way, I will probably have moved on. So don't wait: Just live life. Be care free. And do what I do: I don't look back and regret. I just look back and say 'ooopppsssiiieeesss!' and then keep on living my life. So hopefully you won't miss me. And hopefully you will look back, but just say oopsie! and not regret.

My heart will always have a spot for you,

Annaline Forever