Confessions-II

Here are my other confessions...
Troubling to stand another confrontation...
You ripped my heart so deep...
That I don't even wish to have another compensation!

Now I don't care for your prestige...
Nor mine to crumble...
All the love I seemed to have...
Is no longer your humble...

No wonder I tried my best...
But you were the one always arrogant...
Your lack of interest was over shadowed by...
Previous accounts of Persistence...

You were the one immature...
Conflicting with me all the times...
Even then I was declared culprit...
Saying you were the one who started the passing's by!

Well now I wonder...
Why did I love you?
Why I felt the glimmer of hope...
Even when you were not up to..!

I screamed... I cried...
But you didn't wish to listen...
Your ignorance made me feel crazy...
And tearing down my all commitments...

I now feel free to abuse you...
And getting you abused by others...
I feel happy and relaxed to hear all these...
And I no longer believe in you...

No longer I believe in love too...
You definitely betrayed me...
Even my apologies and explanations...
Were no longer concerns to you...

Now I wish that you were dead...
The wish you made yourself for me to be alive...
I have made my heart mammoth now...
The thing I thought, I would never be able to realize...

I no longer praise you...
I don't care for your hurts and worries now...
I don't wish to see you any more...
Nor I wish to talk with you...

So thanks my dear...
For all the fucking moments you gave me...
And also the sweet disguises...
Which encouraged me...

I don't know...
Whether I have chosen an appropriate path or not...
But I no longer love you...
And Don't know Why...

But I wanna abuse you!