Lonely

I hate this feeling of loneliness

I wish I can share it with somebody

But it's stupid anyway, nobody would

I wish I could run away, if I just could

This empty room, is filled with thoughts

About you and myself

It's painful, thinking if we could still work out

I'd shout against these walls, how?

I show them my fake smile every time

Even to you, I can't bear this pain any longer

Why couldn't we just try?

All we just damn did was fight

I curl up like an armadillo

I'm afraid to face them, even you

It hurts living in lies

All I could I ask is why

It must be when I face you

I could see myself directly

I know you feel exactly the same way too

We're not for each other, that's just the truth

I just want to cover my mouth

And not say anything until something comes up

But even if I talk back, nothing will change

If we're not together anymore, then it won't be strange