138The Next Day . . . . .
I knocked on Ester's office door. It was seven thirty in the morning and I was cranky. I'm not a morning person at all! But considering the two hours of sleep I got last night, I decided why not?
I just hope she's in here, or else I'm standing in the hallway in my ratty t-shirt and cupcake shorts for nothing. Not to mention I had on my bunny slippers. I looked around hoping no one else was around.
Why on earth did I come out of my room dressed like this? Oh yeah, because I'm an idiot! She opened the door. Her eyes looked down at my attire, before making them back to my face.
"I need your help." I told her. "Clearly. Honey what are you doing in those clothes?" She asked me. I wrapped my arms around myself, which is what I always do when I'm un-comfortable.
"I started exspericing pain yesterday and last night. It was full blown miserable, so-" She stopped me and told me to follow her. Ookay. I went into her office and watched as she went to her book shelf.
This isn't strange at all - I told myself. "Were cancelling the play." She informed me as she pulled a thin green book from the bunch. "What? Why?" I asked confused.
I mean it was crazy and stupid enough, it just being two days to practice. Who does that? It's not like actors are given a script to read for five minutes and that's it. There is no way they can do a whole movie on five minutes of reading the script.
Am I right? "Well we realize now how complicated, it all must be. So since the parents are coming today, we decided to cancel it." My mouth dropped. Did she just? No. She couldn't have.
There us no way time has flew by so fast! "Well, couldn't you just wait until next week to have Parents day?" I asked hopeful.
She looked at me. "Whatever or who ever your avoiding, will see you sooner or later regardless. So you might as well face them today." She flipped through the torn pages in the book.
Ugh. I waited and waited until she shut the book. "I'm going to need to run a few tests, but it will have to wait until later. Things are very frantic today and since were having a theme . ."
I interrupted her. "Theme?" I was confused. "Yes we have a theme every year. This time we are having a Romeo and Juliet theme. So the women will be wearing old time dresses and the men, they will all be wearing tuxedos."
She told me. "But I thought . . ." "Honey. No men here are brave enough to wear tights, and for some it would be just. . .ugh." I laughed.
"Okay, so when is does it start?" I asked still laughing. "Six thirty, so you'll all have plenty of time to get ready. And the dresses are being held in the library, in case you want to hurry and get yours."
I thanked her and left out. I had only been to the library once this week and it was huge. But what in this place isn't? First I went to drag Jessica out of bed and we went to the library. Both still in our pajamas, and had bed hair.
"You better hope no one sees us, or I will kill you." She threatened me. I laughed as we started to search through the hundreds of dresses. "How many people go to this school again?" I said out-loud, not really to anyone.
"I don't know, but these dresses are fair game right now. But soon it will be attacked like there is a billion dollars hidden in here, so let's get to work." She told me. We searched for an hour and forty minutes, before we found Jessica two dress.
But still I didn't have one. They were all beautiful, but I couldn't find one that felt like . . .me. You know? "Uh oh!" She said her eyes widening. I stopped and listened to hear what she was going to say, but instead I heard footsteps.
Actually a LOT of footsteps. "Oh no." I said. She ran as fast as she could before she slammed into the double doors. "What are you doing?!" I yelled. "Just hurry!" She yelled back trying to keep them from coming inside.
I looked frantically around grabbed the first dress I saw. I looked at Jessica and the doors busted open, making her fall to the ground. Girls piled in, fighting over everything. I ran to Jessica and helped her up.
"I'm so over werewolf school girls!" She breathed. I smiled saying "Human girls aren't that much better." We headed towards our room. Of course before we got there we ran into Zander and his coven. Or part of it anyway.
Oh my . . .this is not happening to me. I tried to hide behind Jessica, but she beat me to it. If I had eyes in the back of my head, I would so be glaring at her right now!
"Dude. What with the bunny slippers?" Jason laughed. I looked away blushing in embarrassment. "You look. . .good." Zander said trying to hold back a laugh.
I rolled my eyes. "In the future keep up the fake commpliments, but hold back on sarcasm and laughter." I informed him, trying to walk around them.
"You want to hang out with us today? We can go get breakfast and. . ." Jessica interrupted him. "Thanks for the offer, but no. We have things to do, before the ball tonight. So your not allowed to see her again until it starts. Pick her up at seven and don't be late. Now bye, all of you."
She pushed me around them, making me smile and shake my head. "Nice work." I told her. She smiled happy with herself.
"So who are you going with to the ball tonight?" I asked once we entered into our room. We laid our dresses across our beds smoothing out the wrinkles.
"I'll just help with the famous play. I'll be playing Juliet, you know. So I don't have time to get a date." She informed me. I watched her sadly.
Juliet. How could she play her? After everything she has been through? She's strong. She deserves a date, even if it's only for one night.
An idea popped into my head, out of the blue. I smiled half happy, half mischievous. This is going to be a great night. My mom came into my head and I thought less so.
"Today is going to be crazy." Jessica said taking out her jewelry box. "Yeah. . . .yeah it is."
* * * *Eight Hours Later* * * *
Jessica and I spent the day getting ready and eating food her friends brought us. I was tired and ready too go to bed, before we were finished. I had to apply my make -up twenty different time's, until all the girls agreed on it.
Ugh. It's times like these when I miss my other friends. I wondered how they were and tried to not dwell on it. Jessica came out the bathroom, too let me see her.
My mouth dropped open. "Wow." She had chosen a emerald green dress that had a small train in the back. Like wedding dresses do, but this was a different formal event.
Black lace wrapped around her small waist and was tied in a small bow in the back. You couldn't see her shoes, but she had on strapless green heels.
Her red hair was flat on her shoulders, and her bangs were curled under. Letting her eyes be seen, so everyone could see them.
She had on mascara, as I did. She had on light blush, and she had on light pink lip-gloss. "Alright. Now you put yours on, before these corsets kill us both." We laughed, but it was true.
I had my corset on already and I could hardly breathe. It cut into me in all places, no doubt crushing some of my bones. "These should be illegal to all living people." I said going in the bathroom and shutting the door.
"You mean all living things! Animals count too!" She yelled from the other side of the door. I stepped into the dress and pulled it up. "We-ell, what would animals be doing with corsets on?" I asked struggling to breathe.
"I don't know. Why do people test shampoo and make-up on animals? This world my friend is un-predictable and crazy." I smiled and looked in the mirror at myself.
I almost didn't recognize me. My hair was pulled back in curls, a couple that had fallen lose, hung in my face. I had on dark red lip-stick, some powder, light and dark eye shadow, and I had on dangling black star earrings.
My dress was dark blood red, with black lace falling around the skirt of the dress. It was puffy, but not were it swayed when I walked. It held on to me perfectly, but in some places it was a little big.
I had black heels, but you couldn't see them. Just like Jessica's. I actually looked like a super model. I smiled. Imagine that concept. I walked out and Jessica nearly fell over.
I laughed. "Has someone been sneaking liquor in her mothers, hot chocolate?" I joked. There was a knock at the door and I smiled big. I knew who it was, just by smelling the air.
Like always, he had on too much cologne. Jessica opened the door and knotted her eye-brows up. "Um, can I help you?" She asked. When there wasn't a answer, I went over and stood beside her.
I smiled big and gave him a tight hug. "I've missed you!" I squealed. "Am I missing something?" Jessica asked. I faced her and said "This handsome man in the tuxedo is your date. He also happens to be my brother, James."
Her eyes widened at me, as she sent me a deathly glare. "I'm guessing she didn't tell you. I should have figured, but with Clarissa there's no telling." He said. I rolled my eyes.
"Tell me about it." She agreed. "Hey!" I shouted at them. "I got you both dates tonight and saved you from looking like losers! So don't even think about trash talking me!"
James smiled and so did Jessica. "Mom and dad are catching up with everyone, so you have a while." He informed me. I gave a small smile and nod in appreciation.
"You look good. Almost from a Queen of a castle, to a witch queen in a castle." I looked at him confused. "Do you ever give a straight compliment? Or think about what you say before you say it?"
I asked him. He shook his head and said, "What would be the fun in that?" Nothing at all- I added in my head. "So will thy lovely fair maiden, like me to . . .accompany her?" She said yes, and left with him.
Not before giving me another glare. As they left out the door, Zander came up. "My brother in law has no game." He said. "Tell me about it." He looked me up and down and froze.
"Zander." His mouth opened as he kept looking at me, almost shocked. "Zander." I said again, more appalled. "Romeo have fury on me." He said wrapping his arms around me going for a kiss.
I let him get a small one in, before we decided to go out where everyone else was. Everyone was in a huge room where there were two stair cases, that lead down to the main floor.
Unfortunately, we had to go down it, because there was no other way. "Relax. Everything is okay Clarissa." Zander told me. "Not Juliet?" I asked looking up at him.
"Well every guy in this room is calling there girl Juliet. And besides, Juliet dies so your not Juliet." I smiled and gave him another kiss. I got ready to go the stairs, but Zander walked away.
What the hell? "Zander! Where are you going?" I said, franticlly. It's tradition. A girl goes down one side, the guy courting her, the other. It's supposed to be romantic or whatever.-Zander thought.
I calmed down more and thought. How is that supposed to be romantic? I took a deep loud breathe and went down one side, slowly. My hand was on the gold railing as I trailed down.
I stared over at Zander, ignoring people's stares. He was looking back and me smiling, so I smiled back. Okay, I get how it's romantic now. When I got to the bottom I was going to go back with Zander, but that didn't happen.
His friends took him and ran off with him, while someone came and tapped me on the shoulder. I looked after Zander sadly, and turned to see who the person was.
I smiled and went to hug him, but he he shook his head. He bowed and then I curtsied. "May I have this dance, my lady?" I nodded and took his hand.
We went out to the dance floor and danced to soft music. There were no words, but it was still just as nice. "You look amazing, darling." He told me.
"Thanks. You don't look to bad yourself, dad." I've only seen him in a suit once, and that was when James graduated high school.
That was a shocker for everyone. "I have missed you so much." I told him looking up in his dark eyes. "Yeah. I gathered that by all the phone calls, I've received."
He spun me around gracefully. "Dad I . . ." "It's okay. I understand, your mad at your mother. When you cut one off, it's best to cut everyone else off as well."
I stopped dancing. "I'm not cutting anyone off. Things have been . . .crazy." I said struggling to find the right word. I continued. "I'm just. . .adjusting to everything. I was overwhelmed, and I still am. Dad. . .uh please don't be mad at me."
He kissed me on the forehead. "I'm not mad. A little agitated, because your mother is driving me crazy. But I am not and can never be mad at you." I gave him another hug and smiled.
"Where is she?" I asked turning my head seeing the hundreds of people dancing around us. "Just fixing up some lose ends." He told me. I spotted her across the room talking to Zander's mom.
She looked miserable. No one desrves that torture. It looked like his mom was really giving her a hard time. "Feel like doing a rescue mission?" I asked.
He smiled and we went towards them. "Mom! There you are, we need you. Some people have been raving about you, and you need to meet them. Lot's to do! . .oh hi Pamela."
She gave me a forced and dry smile. "Pamela, you've met my daughter Clarissa?" My mom asked in surprise. Really mom? I'm trying to get you away from here, not strike up another conversation!
"It appears I have. My son and her are mates." I watched as my mom held back a flinch. I almost smiled at that. "Well that's . ." Pamela interrupted her. "Erica, darling! I'm sorry I have to mingle some more, see you later."
She walked away quickly towards no one. "Horrifying." My mom finished. I agreed with a nod. "Would you like to dance?" She asked. I shook my head. "I'm feeling a little flushed. Why don't you and dad dance? I'll be right back."
She hesitated giving me a long hard look, before turning to my dad with a smile. "My prince, would like a dance would he?" I bit my lip and looked away a little grossed out.
They went off to the dance floor and I watched them. They were smiling and conversing. They were having fun, much to what I thought Zander and I would be doing.
Where did he go? I made my way through the crowd. I went in a candle lite hallway and heard someone talking. Hoping it was Zander I followed it and slowed when I hit the corner.
I looked down the right side and saw no one, so I went to the first door I saw. I pushed it open and stopped. It was the music room. James and Jessica sat on the seat by the white piano.
"I kind of thought that was the way it was, you know?" Jessica said. "Me too." I back up and pushed the door back open slowly. I didn't need to hear this, it was personal.
Before I left out I looked back at them talking, and getting along real nice. I sighed silently. I went into the hallway. "You haven't told her yet have you?" I heard Chase ask.
I caught Zander's scent and smiled. I started to speak up when he said, "No. How can I tell her? It's . .real screwed up." What was Zander talking about?
"She's going to find out, it's better if it comes from you. Three days, dude. It's all you got, better make it fast." Three days? What the hell is going on?
I walked towards them, my heels clicking against the floor. "There you are, I've been looking everywhere." I said, acting like I heard nothing.
Maybe it was nothing, maybe it was about someone else. Maybe. "Um . .yeah. Sorry about that, the guys needed me. So have you talked to your mom?" He changed the subject.
Trying not to be suspicious I let it go. Or moved it in the back of my head until later. "A little, but then I ditched her on the dance floor with my dad." His smell was so addicting.
I almost growled, but I stopped myself. I looked away blushing slightly. "I'm sorry Chase, but I have to steal my date back." Chase smiled and nodded.
"Alright. The night is running short." He said glancing at Zander. "You look beautiful, Clarissa." He told me as I grabbed Zander's arm.
I smiled, silently thanking him. We walked away and back into the ball room. "Would you like to dance, my love?" He asked. I started to answer when Jason came up.
"Dammnn!" He said looking at me. Zander glared at him, growling. So Chase can give me a compliment, but Jason can't? -I joked in my head.
It's not a compliment, trust me. -I rolled my eyes. "Chill off man, I'm good. So I need you to come with me for a while." Again! No way!
I cut in. "Uh, no. He's with me." I said taking his hand. Jason arched his left eye-brow. "We got some tr-" Zander interrupted him. "I'll be right there. I need to talk to Clarissa first."
Mad and shocked I glared at him. "You've got to be kidding me! This is not . ." "We don't have time for this. Clarissa stop being a over protective bitch, and let him go. Every dog needs room on his leash."
I froze. Did he just call me a bitch? He did not . . he, I will . . I punched him. I would have slapped him, but I've never been the type to do petty things. "Looks like someone needs to shorten your leash."
I walked away aware the music was no longer playing. Everyone was watching, but I didn't care. No one calls me a bitch! I went back out in to the hallway and found a staircase.
I was halfway up it when Zander yelled my name. "Clarissa! You okay?" I stopped, but I didn't turn. "It was your werewolf side, I know. ."
"No it wasn't! That was me! . . ." I sighed in frustration. "Zander this isn't me. I don't dress up and wear high heels. I like comfortable shoes, I even own a pair of combat boots. I'd rather be wearing them with this dress right now, but I'm not. I did this for you. And now I can't get five minutes alone with you."
He stood at the bottom of the staircase looking up at me. "I didn't ask you to do anything." I groaned loudly. He didn't get it. "I know. I did this because I. . ." I trailed off.
"Say it already! Why can't you just say it?" He asked. "What are you keeping from me?" I asked, changing the subject. We didn't say anything. "Zander!" I heard someone yell.
"You better go. They need you." He looked at me for a long minute. Then he walked away. Tears fogged my eyes, as I sat down. What just happened? Everything was going fine until I screwed it up.
I cried by myself for a long time, until my mom came and found me. "Whats wrong, honey?" She sat down beside me, wrapping one arm around me.
After a few more tears I swallowed and told her, "I had a fight with Zander." I heard her sigh. She stood up and told me to follow her. So I did. I didn't feel like fussing anymore.
We went up the stairs, down a couple of hallways, and then we went into a dark room. She flipped on the lights. It was like a bedroom. The carpet was lime green, the walls were light purple, and had a few posters on it.
There was a big white comfy couch, a desk, radio, and a window view. Except for a bed, this was just like a bedroom. "This was my room. Well no one knew, my roommate was Pamela so I moved out. There wasn't another room for anyone to me to stay in, so I found this empty one. It was hideous, but I fixed it up. Getting the couch in here was a little tricky, though."
She walked over to the window and opened it up. It made a loud squeaky noise as it swung outwards. She put her leg on the outside and my eyes widened.
"What are you doing!?" I asked, thinking she had gone crazy. "Follow me." What? She finished putting her body over the window and dropped. I slammed my body against the window seal.
"Mom!" I yelled out. I looked down and about two feet below I saw my mom standing on a terrace.
"Come on dear, we don't have all night." My eyes peered off the edge as I gulped. "I can do this." I whispered aloud to myself. Your a werewolf, Clarissa so don't be a wimp.
Though I'm half witch too I might could use a spell, but that could be dangerous. . . . Okay stop! I took a deep breathe, closed my eyes, and jumped. I felt my feet hit the ground and my body lean over in a jolt, then it was over.
A small smile came to my face as I opened my eyes. "Wow." That was so cool! I can't believe I just did that! The feeling that came over was probably pure awesomeness. You know? From me jumping out of a window!
"This was my place, where I could draw. Think. Space out and watch the hot werewolves train. Let me tell you, they were so hot. . ." She stopped when she saw my face. She smiled.
"Sorry honey, but I wasn't always a mom you know (small sigh). Actually this was all before I met your father. I didn't meet him until six months, before leaving this place." She leaned against the railing, the moonlight shining on her face.
My mom was beautiful. There was no denying it, she had the whole natural beauty going on. She had on a dark purple dress that came back in a big bow in the back. There were ruffles falling down the dress, like a water fall.
She always did have great taste. Her hair was straight and the only make up she had on was dark lipstick. That's all she needed, and maybe not even that to make a whole room watch her swooning.
"I was a trouble maker in my day. Didn't care much to be the shy, quiet type. There was too much to see and be, with only a short amount of time to do anything. I thought 'Hey! You can go through life just getting by, or LIVE life!'. So I did what I wanted and made my own rules. Time eventually caught up with me, and so did your father. We played cat and mouse for a while, but it wasn't long before we had to stop playing games. Time felt like it was flying by to me, so I gave your father a ultimatum. Come with me and leave. I wanted to travel the world and marvel at things, and have adventure. I knew he would so we ran away and didn't look back. Sometimes I regret making your father leave everything, his coven, his friends, and his family. But the time I spent with your father were some of the best times in my life. I love him. . . .and I knew some more sacrifice's needed to be made. This time on my part. I made some bad decisions, but the things I kept from you were things that would change you forever. It would alter you from being a happy kid, into a scared little confused out of her mind kid. I want and have always wanted you to be safe. James and you became my whole world, so I constantly tried to keep you with me. To protect you and to cherish what time I had with you. I never wanted you to runaway. I never thought I was protecting and loving you so much, that one fight would drive you a thousand miles away."
I had looked away and down at the ground. It was dark outside, the bright full moon was shining over us, and it was cool outside. If it wasn't for my warm skin and body temperture, I would be freezing.
"I never meant to push you to the point where you hate me." I turned towards her. "I don't hate you. Mom I love you. I just . .the truth is our fight about the car and me going wasn't what drove me away. It's not even about you. It's never been about you. I. . ."
Tears fogged my eyes. "Since I was a little kid I knew something was wrong with me. I guess that's why I never had that many friends, I don't know. I never did anything for them to not like me. But I. . .mom I don't know how to explain. All I can say is I was never mad at you, until I found out you were keeping things from me. Then I took all my anger out on you, and some of it wasn't fair. But I still don't understand why you kept it from me. I understand it was to keep me safe, but even when you told me I was a werewolf you didn't tell me. That would have been the perfect time."
Just then a few loud howls came from below. Werewolves came running out and wrestling with each other. "There just training. It's part of there tumble and rumble bit. In case they come across another coven who declares war or something."
She must have seen the horror on my face. I thought they were fighting at first. "Zanders down there." I said outloud looking down at him, growl at one black wolf.
"Before I accidentally change the subject here is what I got. Like I said I make mistakes and bad decisions. I have no good reason for what I did, but I did it because I love you. And you would just need to have been there and maybe even then you wouldn't understand. But this next thing, it's very important. You need to listen and really think about it. Or not. Maybe you need to stop thinking, for once."
I turned as much attention to her as I could. I mean my boyfriend was right down below, fighting another werewolf. I was as tuned to her as I could possibly be.
Wrestling or not fighting is fighting. I don't care if we can heal fast, he could still get hurt. I sighed and looked at her. "Ever since you were young you pushed people away. You remember Missy?"
I nodded. Missy was my imaginary friend when I was four. "You had a fight with her, because she told you . . .what?"
I thought back trying to remember. It was so long ago. "She told you, she loved you. You came to me and cried and said she was leaving." Strange. I don't remember any of this. The only reason I even remember Missy is, because I have drawings I did of her.
"The point is you let very few people in. And the ones you do let in you put your guard up with. It's like you have to get past one wall after another. So don't do that with him. James knows what it's like to lose a mate and so does a lot of other people. If you take advantage of the whole mate-gonna-be-together-forever deal your going to regret it. You know your meant to be. He's here for you and it really seems like he's trying."
I knew she was right. She always did have a way of being ignoringly right. I stared after him. They weren't fighting anymore, but they stood there almost motionless. "I want him. The way he wants me, but I'm scared."
I told her. Her eyebrows arched up a little as she asked, "Why?". I looked at her then Zander. While I was staring at him I felt something hit my arm. I looked down and saw clear liquid glow as it ran down my arm.
I looked up into the pitch black sky and it started to rain, slowly. "Let's go honey. We don't need to get these fifty pound dresses soaked."
After I we got down my mom went inside, but I did not. I waited in the rain for Zander to be done with training. I was surprised they had training today. He could have told me.
I was soaked and it seems my mom did have the right idea. My dress now felt ten time heavier then it did before. But I was okay I took off my heels and let my feet dig into the wet earth.
The dirt of course was turned into mud now, but I didn't care. Nothing could ruin this moment. I twirled in the rain waiting and smiling. Something about this just felt right.
I was so busy playing in the rain to notice Zander was coming up behind me. "Boo!" He yelled. I jumped and screamed at first before punching in the arm.
He looked at me and said, "What? No insult?". I shook my head. "I'm sorry about earlier and about everything else. But I'm done with all of that now and I'm letting go of it .. ."
"It's okay, I'm sorry too. . ." I interrupted him back. "Zander shut up. I'm trying to talk to you." He shut his mouth. "Sorry about that but this is important. My whole life I have put myself in this . . .bubble I guess. It's like I'm the girl who played Darcy in the video. You know? Darcy Are You doing Okay, by The Offspring?"
He nodded. "Except I haven't been raped or abused. I've just felt that way for some reason. You see there are these. . .walls. I put them up in order for me to never get hurt and I know your my mate. I know your going to be here for me and I know your feelings for me are real. But it's just that. You . .have the . . .ability to hurt me and just destroy me completely. With three words or just one, still I feel the need to put a barrier between us. So I'm going to stop pushing you away and leaving you in the dark. Because for some stupid. . .crazy. . .stupid, perfectly amazing reason . . .I love you."
He stood there looking at me not saying anything. The rain fell on us making pelting sounds. "Were getting wet." He pointed out. I rolled my eyes. "Zander."
"Yeah?" He asked. I looked him in the eyes and said "Shut up." We smiled and our lips met. The kiss was long, sweet, and soft. This was perfect.
Except for the howling wolves behind us. It's okay. . . I know where three of them live.
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Zander and I made our way back to my room. We had laid short kisses along the way smiling."You sure you want this? Right now?" He asked. I nodded. And kissed him again.
I wrapped my arms around his neck, kissing him as we got to my bed. My hands ruffled his hair and they made there way down to his jacket. I took it off of him smoothly.
We pulled apart so I could take my dress off, when he saw my corset his looked at it funny. "Damn. This thing is so complicated it has it's own zip code." I laughed telling him to take it off.
I turned so he could do so and he got it off in two seconds flat. Shocked I looked at it on the floor. It was torn in big pieces. "You tore it." I said. Two hours to put on, two seconds two rip off.
"So? What are you going to do about it?" He asked smiling at me. He is so beautiful. I took his hand and snatched him on the bed, then I jumped on top of him. "Your about to find out." I murmured before crashing my lips on top of his.
I bit his lip as I un-buttoned his shirt. "Your sure about this right?" He asked gasping for air. "Yes. One hundred percent sure." He finished taking his shirt off as I kissed him on the neck, passionately.
"Okay so your sure, like for sure." I stopped kissing and pulled back. "Zander." I said. "I know, I'm shutting up." Pretty soon it was just us two no clothes, no worries, nothing.
Just pure bliss. Our naked bodies moved against each other and everything didn't feel un-comfortable or weird like I thought it would be.
I can't believe I'm doing this. I'M HAVING SEX! SEX! OMG!
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But did you know how long it took me to write this? I had to go through every possible angle in my head, to get it where I wanted. The fight between Zander and Clarissa was meant to help Clarissa see more clearly of how she was pushing him away.
So it helped me lead up to the big romantic moment where she finally gives into herself. So she can be trully happy and let Zander be with her in more ways than one. So the next chapter is brewing away in my head, but it is going to be hard to push the level of amp up.
By that I mean I can keep the romance going strong, I can keep up the small details, but the edge is slipping away. So I am going to be sending you all on a gripping the key board ride. Hopefully! && sorry for any mistakes.
I tried to keep up with them, but the longer it gets the harder it get's for me. But I am so happy this chapter is done and for the later chapters, all I can do is :). . .. . . . . . .
Oh before I forget! Someone asked me who was the guy at the grill. So being the nice person I am, I will tell you. He is a new character coming into the story, either he's bad or not. Do you want to know?