do you know that I
COMBUST
every time you say
something like that?
so loving and yet
I can't even tell if
this is a good feeling
or not!

I want simplicity.
pure simple love
and affection.
WHY can't I have it?
where are those butterflies
that flutter in my heart
so wildly?

I know you have it.
I know you love without limit.
WHY can't I?
what is wrong with me
that I can't
let
GO?

(when there's nothing to even let go of...)