I went outside today to cleanse my body and soul

To become more in tune with nature, to make my body whole

To possibly try to recognize what it is that I have done

And how I could repent it, so that we may be together again

All of a sudden a storm of tears running down my face

My sobs were uncontrollable, unable to be paced

The vulnerability unleashed, I felt like a helpless child

One who asked God to spare her for a longer while?

I literally fell upon my knees

I prayed for my sanity

I asked you to give them back to me

Here I am…I'm still waiting….