This is how the doubt starts

I cry and cry

I beg and plead

I just want someone there to help me

To save me from what I'm becoming

I fall to ground with tears falling down

Wanting so badly...pleading with the world to send one person to be there when I need them

But it never happens

Every time I cry...every time I plead...every time I beg and beg

No ones ever there

I'm always alone

I always end up crying all by myself

I can't take it anymore

It always happens like this

I always end up sitting alone with a tear stained face

Slowly becoming numb once again