Becoming/Became
Almost everything I told myself I'd never be.

The cheater
Liar
Other woman.

The deceiver
Hurter
Destroyer of souls.

The user
Abuser
And crusher of all.

Looking in the mirror I'm disgusted with myself,
This is never who I wanted to be
Never who I imagined myself one day being.

Yet here I am
Flesh and blood
The very thing I never wanted to be.