Unwanted
Is there an uglier word?
One that cuts deeper?
I don't think so
And you don't either
So why
Do you keep throwing it in my face?
When will this end?
I'm sick of this game we play
Slashing each other
With the double-edged swords
That we polish so proudly
And smiling in anticipation
Of the next opportunity
To fillet each other's hearts
Well you've gone too far
Can't you see
That I never wanted a part
In this twisted game of yours
Orchestrated
By the Devil himself?
I simply ached for your smile
Even if I was forced to sacrifice
My own
Well I give up
You don't want me anymore
And that's okay
You yearn for a new opponent
One that won't surrender
At the sight of your tears
And that's just fine
Because I've got my own tears to dry
So let me nurse my wounds in peace
Sweetheart
And maybe one day
I'll be able to disguise the scars
And live
Like I haven't died