Amanda always depended on Tania to deal with her problems. Tania was always the strong one, letting Amanda lean on her. Although it may not seem like it, something is harboring in Tania's life, something that only Amanda knows. But when Tania finally has a meltdown and has something bad happen to her, will Amanda be able to survive not leaning on someone, but letting someone lean on her.
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In all my life, I never would have thought I would meet someone as independent, outgoing, and spontaneous as Tania. She was the girl everyone knew of because of her many detentions and many slipups, but also for her caring nature. She wasn't (and isn't) popular, but was (or is) very known. I guess this really starts in seventh grade; the time when I was less mature than her physically, emotionally, and mentally. I still am, but still.

It really started to show through out the year, the year where, all of a sudden, she changed from good, to moody, mature, and bad. She didn't care what people thought of her, because she mostly acted fine. And here I was, on the sidelines, leaning on her when she needed to lean on me. Its like the first few lines of a song we wrote: you wont understand the story, because everything I say to you is true/ you wont understand because none of this has happened to you. I think she was mainly talking to her parents. I think she was trying to explain something to everyone who messed up their lives, I think she was trying to reach out to me and tell me to let her go because I wouldn't understand. I think this is mainly because I pushed her too hard. Maybe, it is because she didn't understand.

But I'll never know.

Hey, just wanted to say that the first few chapters will be short. it is only because i haven't had time to, um, write much. And the fact that I am staying home today should help, but it wont. Trust me, it never does.

R&R

Gabrielle AKA fell asleep head in clouds