At a Standstill

Blank stare
Studying the shadows which hold still
Need to clean the cobwebs in my head
Make the clogs turn
Crawling into the unmade bed
Wishing to vanish for a while
But can I afford to throw everything away?
Thinking of the choices I've made
Harder to go by day by day
Seems like it's better to go second by second
Make the voice disappear from my mind
Leave my soul at the door
Leave my heart behind
Drain the thoughts into a bottle
Send them away to an Asylum
All I'm left with are my insides craved hollow
Lies can give one hope and happiness
And the truth may be hard to shallow
But just send me to my execution
Pierce me with what has been always there
All the answers
Pouring from your lips
Awaken my stubborn reality
Too much comfort in the ideal world
Too safe, too familiar
Maybe I'm just a silly girl
Letting my imagination run away
With pretend fantasies and false promises
Rusted Ambition
Standstill