This was never supposed to happen,
I don't know why I even try.
Secrets, lies, and betrayal,
It seems like that's all you live by.
Like a puppet in a crowd,
You play the part so well.
But you find your way inside my head,
And I'm your puppet now.
Suffocate me the way you do,
Yeah, just lead me on like you normally do.
I can feel the poison on my lips,
And I can still taste your smoke in my lungs when we kiss.
I want you more than you'll ever know,
Yet, I can't seem to let things go.
I'm like a hypocrite that can never forgive,
But I've got a scarlet letter for my every sin.
My selfishness seems to turn you on,
Because you play these mind games like it's your job.
My head keeps spinning, but you'll never give in.
Yeah, you'll never give in.
Suffocate me the way you do,
Yeah, just lead me on like you normally do.
I can feel the poison on my lips,
And I can still taste your smoke in my lungs when we kiss.
These demon games, they dance around me,
And I don't know what to do.
Sometimes your feelings seem so fake,
But you're like a fucking addiction I just can't shake.