Sometimes when i think of you

i see your smile & imagine you're smiling at me
i feel butterflies flutter in my stomach
i shudder when i breathe because the emotions inside are too powerful to contain
i feel like i'm going to blow
i feel pain & melancholy & sadness & regret & shame & wistfulness

but that's just Sometimes.

most of the time i remind myself that i need to let go.

A/N: Oh wow, I've not posted something for ages and ages and ages. Anyway, free-verse. I've been reading Walt Whitman.