I have been so lone
I have been so hurt
Painful is neglection
But I shall get used
Ever since you came
You didn't know
I cheated on you
For sorrow was my lover
And on pain I relied
As these legs you tear apart are scarred
and matching are my arms
My lovers won't let me sleep at night
Pain is beautiful, darkness his cloak
and hot is his embrace as is my blood running down
I stare into his coal eyes, and clasp his ruby hair
and beg him not to leave me
because there's the one
who will show up when he's left
the one you forced upon me,
with blue moon eyes (dyed in melancholy)
and pale lips
ghastly figure
whose long fingers caress my chest in the cold marble touch
and marble there is laid, with all his weight of stone
she's not as beautiful
her name is Sorrow, and she's obsessed with me
in exchange she gives me my talent
I look around, Pain and Sorrow come walking hand in hand
they say they have something to show me
first I must allow them in
So both take over my body
and then I open my eyes and see
Is it a boy or girl?
Its eyes are wide, the color of the moon
and night colored hair falls down its neck to its waist
its skin is paler than clouds I used to look at
suddenly Pain holds me tighter, then he's gone
I stare at the nymph, it's the
most beautiful thing I've ever seen
Sorrow kisses my chest goodbye
we are left alone
"My name is Death" it whispers
with sweeter voice than sugar
and its icy lips are locked with mine
and there is nothing more...