1~ ... And this part is even shorter!
I never sent the letter. It stayed in my little drawer for so long. I'm an adult now, but even now I had never seen the ocean I wished to see.
Why did I not send the letter?
I was testing the man. To see if he cared. If he did, he'll send a letter to ask me where I was. If he didn't… He just won't send a letter, because I'm just an annoying little girl that clung onto him like a parasite.
Why don't I send it now?
I don't know who to send the letter to. "Mister Angel" was who it was titled to… But I can't remember a face, I can't remember a voice… I can't even remember a figure. A short man? A tall man? I don't know now, years had passed and my mind had completely forgotten the memories of the man…
I couldn't even tell you if he existed or not.
Why do I even keep the letter?
Because even now… After years of shattered hope… Even after I redeemed it hopeless for the guy to ever care… Even after I realized my first crush had left me behind, just like my father and mother…
I still waited for a letter.
~ There we go! I don't know if this was needed or not... I just felt like the letter was incomplete without this... It's short, I know... But oh well... Poor Sophia though...