"I am going to miss you most of all."
"I love you. And not the way everyone else says."
"I meant everything that I have told you."
"I'm going to leave you one of these days."

Where are you now?
If it's so important,
And if it was worth it,
Where are you now?
Are you lying, are you even trying
Any more?
My god, my god! If only I knew
Why have you forsaken me,
You so-called miserable friend?

Still I keep on letting you swing me around,
I give you full permission to bring me down,
And that you do it doesn't hurt at all,
No, the neglect doesn't hurt me a damn bit at all,
It's the believing that gave me such a smiling frown.

You promised and promised; you promised me, whore!
How many times did you say you weren't just like them,
How many nights did you assure me you were there for a friend?
I guess we're over, I guess this's goodbye, I guess then,
Because I haven't seen you in more than a year - this is the end.

Where are you now?
If it's so important,
And if it was worth it,
Where are you now?
Are you lying, are you even trying
Any more?
My god, my god! If only I knew Why have you forsaken me, You so-called miserable friend?

I've texted and wrote, I've called and messaged and held my breath
I trust you as much as a crawling worm trusts a bird; I trust you in death.
And the wost of it is - I must be out of my damn mind - I love you.
You faceless, laughing, cowardly, crying, backstabbing cunt.
I love you.