You wrap me in such sweet agony, love.
The memory of you wounds me, leaving me
breathless and searing with a longing so profound
I can do nothing all day but wallow
in the joys of once was.
I can still feel your smile in my heart;
It burns brightly with the morning sun,
under which I once held you so tightly-
as if I knew you would leave.
To wake now with such emptiness
in my heart and in the very air I breathe…
it is as if the loss of your presence has drained
the life from every possible thing.
All I have left are the unattainable dreams;
Once more I will hold you, Once more I will know you,
and Once more, love, I will be whole.
Wherever you are, I want you to know,
that if I had the courage I would cross the
star lined border between our worlds
to reach these unattainable things.
But at the thought of your perpetual disappointment,
I restrain myself completely.
I only ask that you wait for me
so that when I am done burning
and wanting we may cross the borders
together into a new world, a new life,
where all pain is forgotten, and you will love
me again so completely, I…
I miss you, my dearest.
We will meet again before you know.