I don't feel like a woman

I feel like a child

Because
I paint my face with stupid colors
I play dress up and smile at the sky
And ALL my friends act like two year olds

And I admire them

I don't feel like a woman

Despite my woman's body
I know I have a woman's body
I think we all know I have a woman's body

I think I stole it from someone and there is a very confused little girl out there somewhere, wondering why the world doesn't take her seriously

I don't feel like a woman

And lying in a man's bed in my StolenNakedWoman body

Is weird

Because even liquor and lipstick can't hide my

Doubt

And I am a disappointment to real men expecting a real woman

And I am ashamed when they see that I am a prepubescent preteen who doesn't know what a penis looks like

Don't get me wrong
I know what a penis looks like
I've seen my share
I swear

I don't feel like a woman

Because I cry to my mama
And women, especially now women, are supposed float and glide and deal with their own damn problems

But I cry to mama
And I know my mama cries but she is a woman,

Not a child,

I don't think she ever was a child

She's too womanly