Slipping...

Just when things start to look up...
everything starts to slip...
Slip doubles...triples...for every one up...

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Now I'm slipping back...farther than before...
you ask me...you tell me...
'why not...'
'trust me...'

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That I don't want to hear...that I don't want to believe...
this and that...scorched by nothing but honest lies to all it deceives...

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These heart-warming words...sorrowful yearnings to be imprison by all ears...
Yet to me...rings only guilt and pain...
why...?
the question...
why...
the answer...
slipping again...

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These depths have no end...
the constant slipping...neverending...
Yet they say...there is a reach...
That I wish to believe...

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I've only known the depths of this note...
though not the lengths of the reach...
this depth consumes me whole...
wasted of existence...

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No firm ground in the dark depth...
slipping away from all...
can no long hold my ground...
no long stand strong...
when all I am is slipping...

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again...slipping...
angst...guilt...pain...?

slipping...

Tuesday, September 14, 2010 at 7:15pm