25What's wrong with my group of friends (including me)?
Why do we have trouble leaning on each other?
Why are we all so independent?
Personally, I know that I don't like talking about my problems very much.
It makes me feel as if I'm simply complaining.
Besides, would they even listen?
Maybe it was just misunderstanding, but when I tried to talk to them in the past,
it seemed like they listened because they knew they had to -
and not because they wanted to or sincerely cared.
We all have our own problems.
What I honestly don't get, is how talking to each other could ever help any of us.
I don't like hurting people. I don't like being mean.
I try to be as nice as I possibly can, to my friends.
They don't really do the same for me, but that's just their personalities.
But my "niceness" just means that I keep a lot of mean things held back.
I only voice them to myself.
Not so pleasant when other people hate me.
Just saying.
October 3rd, 1:41 pm