Just like that, you're gone…

I can't believe it.

I miss you so much.

I wish I had seen you just one more time.

You were so funny, so sweet, so smart…

You were my best friend back then… even if you didn't know it.

I had always thought we'd get our friendship back…

You had the best smile, you could always make me laugh

I remember how you used to try to read the notes I passed with other friends

I remember how we used to talk all through health class

I remember how much I regretted summer separating our friendship

I will always regret not undoing summer's damage.

I still thought of you as a good friend, and the best guy :)

I remember how you signed my yearbook with your name so big, across the bottom of the page

Underlined with a big exclamation point

So I'd look back later and remember how much fun we had.

I won't ever forget you

My heart is broken…

They say when you love someone, they will always have a piece of your heart no matter what…

You have one of mine. x3

I cherish the great times we had

I can't believe this happened to you

You had so much ahead of you!

You did not deserve this, not in any way…

You were such a great guy…

You are so, so missed and LOVED.

Why? Why?

There is no answer.

But I know you're safe.

I know you're happy in Heaven.

I know that's where you are.

I remember the last time I saw you, last January.

I was so happy to run into you

So happy you remembered me :)

So happy you greeted me with a smile, and not a blank look.

So happy we talked like almost nothing changed.

All of our happy memories came flooding back

I wish I had said "Let's hang out"

I'd give anything to go back.

I can't wait to see you in Heaven.

I'm going to give you the biggest hug!

We'll hang out like old times, but better.

I promise :)

I miss you so much, Jason…

Rest In Peace x3