sometimes i doubt you

doubt you really love me

sometimes i don't understand

what it is you see

our relationships not perfect

but it makes sense to me

i'm scared you don't see that

i'm scared you want to leave

even if you hate me

i want to keep you still

i need you like air

addiction overwhelms

and the thought that you don't want me

chills me to the bone

but i'd rather live with that

than live alone

and maybe i'm not brilliant

i forget and i swear and i yell

i love you though more than i ever

have anyone else