i hate how you dismiss me

i hate how you judge

the self-loathing is coming up now

the hatred is going down

i hate the smirks and whispers

the way you say my name

a game of cloak and daggers

triumph to stay sane

i hate the way the earth moves

and everything falls down

grumbling comes from deep within

no more healing, no more sin

and does it even matter

the way i love you still

cause you hate the way i love you

and you always will