Chapter 5

"Come on, you know you'll like it," he said. I closed my eyes and continued to try and grab my wrist back.

"I.. I don't want you to." I told him.

"I don't believe you," he said and used his other hand to brush my hair from the side of my neck. My breathing spiked and I tried to pull my hand back, but it was not use. "Come on, just one small sip," he said, leaning closer. I shoved against him.

"No Justin," I said, trying to sound as stern as I could.

"Please." He asked and kissed the side of my neck. I closed my eyes. I was supposed to be mad at him. Well I still was, but… "Please." He said and made his way down to my collar bone.

"N-no." I stuttered, trying to keep my breath even, but it was hard. His hand, not holding onto mine, trailed down my body and locked onto my waist, pulling me closer. "Please d-don't," I said. He trailed kisses from my collar bone back up the side of my neck, all the way up to right behind my ear.

"I know you like it," he whispered in my ear. I closed my eyes and tried to breath evenly or slow my heart rate down because I knew that it wasn't helping at all. I got my hand and started to push against his chest.

"Please stop!" I said raising my voice a little. He ignored me

"It's been too long," He repeated.

"Y-you don't want to do this, Matthew is right down the hall…" I told him. He laughed, but it wasn't an amusing laugh, it was kinda an 'I don't care laugh'.

"Who gives. This is my house, not his." I pushed against his chest again. He actually pulled back the slightest bit so he was looking me in the eyes. Those dark, blood thirsty eyes…

"Please don't, Justin," I begged. He dropped my hand and brought both of his hands up to my neck. He ran a thumb over my cheek slowly and tilted my head slightly to the right. I tried to force my head back but it was no use. He brought his head down to my neck and kissed it again. Only this time he brushed his fangs against my throat, threatening to break the skin. I gasped. "Please.." I said bringing my hands to his face. "Don't!" I shouted again, but this time he didn't stop. He kissed the spot on my neck quickly then his fangs broke the skin on my neck. I could feel the blood being rushed out.

First, it was complete and utter pain. I cried out but Justin pulled one of his hands up to cover my mouth. I lashed out, trying to do anything to make this pain stop. But he didn't move an inch. It felt like my life was being pulled out of me.

Justin's hand dropped from my mouth to my waist and he stepped closer to me, pushing me back against the wall.

I groaned as the pain slowly decreased and was replaced by pleasure. Don't ask me why being bitten by a vampire feels good because I have absolutely no idea. It must release some endorphin or something like that, I don't know. All I knew was that I wanted Justin closer, closer than he was now. As if he could read my mind he moved closer to me, as if he could get any closer, he had me smooshed up against the wall, and he was basically pressing me there. I'm surprised I could breathe. I involuntarily let out a moan, which I tried to hold back, but couldn't.

I felt him smile against my neck. I tilted my head to the right as much as I could and closed my eyes, focusing on the amazing feeling running through my body. I managed to pull my hands up and run them through Justin's hair, pulling his face closer to me. He groaned quietly. I leaned into him more, and his hand ran down the length of my body then his hand came back up and clamped back down on my waist, pulling his mouth closer to my neck.

He started to drink slower and slower until he finally brought his fangs out. I moaned at the pain. He didn't pull away, he just resumed kissing my neck where he had bitten me, running his lips over the bite mark. I flinched when his lip caught my skin for a moment. I sighed loudly, keeping my eyes closed.

"Mmm," Justin mumbled. I took a shaky breath and tried to relax my tensed up muscles. He kissed the bite mark several times before he pulled his face away, but still kept his hands on my waist. "Open your eyes?" He said and kissed my closed eyelids. And for once it wasn't a command... it was more of a request? I opened my eyes and felt like I was going to fall. My vision was blurred and my head was spinning. I sighed and Justin held me tighter. It felt good to just be in his arms. He ran his hand up and down my back and I just leaned my head on his shoulder. A few minutes later, he pulled his head back.

"Are you okay?" He asked, actually sounding a little concerned. I looked up, my stomach lurched and I pulled my hand up to my mouth, feeling like I was gonna be sick. Justin frowned. "I'll take that as no," he said. He slowly brought his left arm down and swiped under my knees, pulling me up into his arms. My head spun. I closed my eyes, trying to force this headache, dizziness, and lightheadedness away. Justin walked me over to the bed and slowly slid me onto it. He sat down on the side of the bed next to me. He bent down and very lightly kissed the bite mark.

"Thank you," he whispered by my ear, his cool breath running over my skin. He kissed my forehead and took my hand, holding it in his, and brought it up to his mouth and kissed it. When he brought it down he intertwined my fingers with his and just sat there with me.

"The room's spinning," I groaned and shut my eyes tightly. Justin sighed quietly and started to stroke my hair slowly with his other hand.

"I'm sorry," he mumbled quietly. I sighed.

"Hey.. just a little dizziness.." I said. I was breathing heavily trying to relax myself.

"No.. I mean for everything.. I really am sorry. I truly do love you," He said sincerely. My heart squeezed. I peaked one eye open and smiled and squeezed his hand.

"Love you too." I told him. I closed my eyes again quickly still feeling dizzy. I slowly drifted into a dream.