She Cries at Dawn

The more I hurt inside,

The more I just don't know.

The more I question my actions

The more the worry shows.

The more I try to hide my tears,

The more they just spill out.

The harder that I hold in it,

The more I seem to shout.

The more I try to sleep at night,

The harder it seems to dream.

The more I sit in silence,

The more I want to scream.

The more I try to be like stone,

The softer I become.

The more I try to be a hero,

A villains song is sung.

The more I try to fit in,

The more I just stand out.

The more I reach for happiness,

The more I'm just shut out.

The more I go within myself,

The harder they seem to call.

If only they had started to…

Before I had begun to

Fall.