Right after like a 30min break its here... i hope it was worth the w8...i think theres one more after this and then u'll have to w8 again... am sorry

anyways enjoy this for now...

Its a lonely little world, here inside my head. One of the things that keeps me going is the music. Someone brought in my old CD player. I know this because its sticks sometimes and they have to thump it to get it going again. The songs are on constantly. Guess they don't like the silence. Everyone who comes in changes it, so sometimes I only hear part of a song. I have no control over what's played. Its infuriating sometimes, being at someone's mercy. They mean well, but sometimes I think they're trying too hard.

Most people have "their" song. It helps me know who's there. Sometimes its just the style that gives it away, others its that one song...the one I always associate with them. But then, sometimes, its just random CDs. People feel like a change, or decide that something's too cheerful, or too depressing. Sometimes they stick something on and just let it play. Someone has a sense of humour. They put a Disney CD in. And its on repeat. I swear if I have to listen to Its A Small Small World again I will wake up purely to murder them. Maybe thats why they put it on...

Too bad it won't work.