I'm sitting here

Wondering

Why I'm so happy

When I should be hurting

Do I even have a conscience at all *?*

And when I lie through my teeth

I don't even think

About just who I

Could be hurting

I want to be sincere

I really want to care

But when I look in the mirror all I see

Is a girl

Who doesn't give a damn about anyone

Who wants to breath

But instead ends up choking

A girl who tries to sing

But is using the wrong melody

My mistakes always become clearer

Every time I look in the mirror

I'm so confused

About right and wrong

I try to walk the line

But it ends up being too long

Do I even have a chance at all

And when I'm thinking out loud

I don't even try to sound

Sensitive to anyone around me

And I want to be sincere

I really try care

But when I look in the mirror all I see

Is a girl

That doesn't give a damn about anyone

Who wants to breath

But instead ends up choking

A girl who tries to sing

But is using the wrong melody

My mistakes always become clearer

Every time I look in the mirror

The girl I used to be -

She's fading fast.

This happiness I feel -

I'm scared it won't last

Will I go back to the way I used to be?

Cause' when I look in the mirror now I see...

Is a girl

Who just wants someone to love

Who needs the strength

To believe in miracles from above - - - - -

She's gonna breath

And won't be afraid of choking

She's gonna sing

Cause' now she knows the melody

All her mistakes are finally in the past

She broke the mirror

Now, it's just broken glass