But I kind of wonder what does
And how I'm supposed to feel about it
If someone else can say it better
I keep thinking I can beat this
But it's the same as a hundred times before
The circumstances never change
And I wonder what the hell I'm still doing this for
If I curl up in the corner a little differently
If I push something larger in front of the door
If I ignore them this time
Maybe it will turn out better than before
If I hurt a little more
Will it make them a little more cautious
Next time they come to the door
Or are they as dead as I feel
It's a game
Very simple
Zero Sum
Someone's lost