i forgot how hard it was at night sometimes

i forgot how loud you can get when it's so quiet

im so alone, i've locked the door, closed the blinds

i wanna go back to you again, just once, just to try it

You're goading me on again, practically pleading

You miss me too, is as much as I miss you?

You love the rush of us, you love the bleeding

You're never going to leave, we'll never be through

i keep trying to fight you, you can't win

i've done so good these past months, so good

i know deep down though, i'll eventually give in

i know if i wasn't alone, i'd be okay, i would

You don't listen to that kind of reason

You never give up, you always want more

You'll always have me; stormy, bright, no matter the season

You lose some battles, but you always win our war