In reckless abandon,

I feel your distance.

Thought you were the one,

Wrong once again.

Will I ever know the right one?

Blinded by false happiness,

The sun never shines in between.

My heart is wasting away,

Growing weak of giving and not receiving.

Sometimes I pray for the wind to just wisp me away,

To no longer feel this emptiness.

I ponder this unsettled nature

That comes from inside of me