1broken up in the order it came...
Every time we meet we live in the moment of this one last time
I want the memory to scorch itself into my mind
Never to relinquish it's hold
I attempt to cram a lifetime of feelings into this one last time
I drown in your eyes and I tremble at your touch
I want; no, I need to give you back the pleasures you awake in me
I feel with more strength than I ever thought possible
The power of the intimacy is ferocious and brutal
It allows me to believe in the unbelievable
But knowing it can never be
Denies the normal defenses from intruding and interfering
The moment is soft and vulnerable
Unguarded and revealing
The potent emotions that rush through me
Don't have time to be examined
They are to be cherished and relished
And then ignored and forgotten
Because we both know
For all those concerned
It really must end
It won't grow or flourish
Develop or strengthen
Anymore than this one last time
I can't dream about what might have been
I can't fear losing what I never had
I can't question if I will ever equal
Or if I will ever find
The wonders of what I feel
In the moment of this one last