Though I've cried since 3 A.M. today,
I cannot find a way to tell you
I am scared,
when my body aches with mental pain:
You don't know -
I won't show you what I have inside.
I am afraid.
Please don't look,
just close your eyes and pretend with me:
AN: I was pretty happy with this villanelle until I remembered that those are supposed to rhyme. shit.