Taking Over Me

I feel it,

It's always there.

Never leaving,

Always staying.

The feeling that makes me think

Of you and only you.

It hurts so much but,

I like it.

I can't seem to do anything

For me, any more.

Always for you,

Permission from you.

It hurts to go away from you.

It's hard to breathe,

To see and to speak.

I can't answer questions...

Not without your consent.

Never by my choice.

I try to stop

But it is impossible

For I need you too much.

For without you,

By my side,

I would leave the world,

And your cruelty, forever...


That is it.

Without you,

Bliss forever.

But you never leave,

Always there,

Never leaving,

Like this feeling.