Dedicated to the song "Tamia: still"

We just looked at each other how could he leave from me and his friends and family. He has to be kidding to think that I would miss him. Coming back two years later with a wife and a baby. Asking me if I missed him. But that's the thing I did miss him, all of those nights of boxes of tissues, locked up in my room crying my eyes out. How can he come to me with a smile? Doesn't he know how much pain he put me in? I wanted to scream in his face that I loved him that I hated that I loved him, and hated the fact I was waiting for him to come back for me, and didn't send any letters anything. Why should I be the one in pain and he didn't answer any of my letters nor answer my calls? Nothing. It was as if I didn't exist too him and now he comes back asking…

"Hey Frey you miss me?" he said with that dazzling smile of his that would make any girl melt I wanted to tell him that I did but nothing came out. "hey, you ok? did I do something?" he said with those eyes filled with worry, but he doesn't have that same emotion. I wanted to repeat the words he said to me so long ago…

"However far away, however long I stay, and whatever words I say I will always love you"

"Is that true or are you just saying that" I asked looking into his eyes he didn't say anything just handed me a note I didn't open until I got home and after he said he was leaving and might never come back. We fought; we shed tears and got carried away. I tried to ask him why would he even say these things if he was leaving. He didn't answer just gave me one last kiss and left my life until now. I never ever left without that note the only other thing I had of his. So when he asked again if I was ok again, I grabbed my sons hand and replied "no" gave him the note and walked away with him yelling out "why what did I do!" when we were long gone he opened the note to read: 'its not because of you its because I love you and our love made something beautiful with your eyes.'

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