I hate you

Saturday May7, 2011

I hate how stubborn you are

I hate how you care about everyone else

I hate how you always put yourself second to last

I hate how you care too much

I hate when people use you

And drag you into their problems

I hate how selfless you are

I hate how you always help others

I hate how I have to share my mom

I hate how much you love me

I hate how much this family worries you

I hate almost everything about you

But I love it still

Almost everything I hate about is exactly how I am

I care too much

I worry too much

I love too much

I forget about myself

Because if the people in my world aren't happy then why should I be

No else cares that they walk all over me

But you care and when I try to help you

You try to help me

And we are left in a circle chasing our tail

I hate you so much mom

Because you should always put yourself second to none

Because I know if any of us lost you

I would hurt the most

Because I'd know it's because you were too busy helping save someone else