You don't approach me

I don't want you to

For once you obey me

And leave me alone.

You don't understand my choice,

Whisper behind my back that I'm a loser

A loser with no friends,

You don't respect my choice.

You leave me alone, though,

You obey in that sense

But you continue to criticise me,

Never truly leaving me alone.

At home, I am truly alone,

Parents out,

Rain pouring down

Coldness settling in.

IT's my favourite part of life,

I welcome it to me,

Enjoying it.

Enjoying this isolation.