I wouldn't have thought

I never knew

Things that felt so great

Can change their ways so rapidly

Into something so horribly different.

My composure of dreams and hopes

Shattered aons ago along with

My heart; when you took its pieces

And left me here all alone with my doubts

To cope with them in a dark place

Called reality.

.

I don't understand how;

What it takes in life to be happy it's

Not love.

.

What if what I want for me are the things

That you were to pretend didn't subsist?

These things I never got because I wasn't

Trying hard enough to obtain them and

Now I noticed nothing's ever for free

And we have to fight for our dreams but

Then you came along and took them all

With you when you left after breaking the

Promises you made to me and swore

Not to break them.

.

I don't understand how;

What it takes in life to be happy it's

Not love.

.

The cruelty and bitterness of life

Came down, rushing on me with its

Unbelievable force and now it has

Me in its fangs and keeps me as its only

Prisoner but I don't feel anything even

The doubts left my conciousness

Now I'm only left with a broken heart

Unable to heal on its own but no one

There to help me up again

So crush the rest.

.

I don't understand how;

What it takes in life to be happy it's

Not love.

.

.

Pinchen

A/N: Life just hates us all sometimes and doesn't care for what we want. And love always hurts, even if it's at its best. Someone always gets hurt.